9/14/2023
Sometimes I sit there and wonder. Why am I so different from everybody else? Now I don't mean in a better way, a superior way, but in a I am seeing everything from the outside in. Life passes by and people are enjoying themselves in the small and the big things. I am fairly sure my concerns are not like those around me. How easily my worries contradict each other. I want a fairly normal life but my wants don' let that happen. My needs make it hard to find people in an intimate level. I want something deep but can you do that. Can I share my inner self and not be shunned and judged.